@ EDMUND-LY.BS..
BEST PART OF MY LIFE.
13th's more than forever. i can never ever not love you. i promise never to make you angry again, no more late nights, i love you. xoxo
E D M U N D
♥ Rachel
Friday, December 25, 2009, 2:13 PM
This few days work until so tired had no time to blog,this year count down for Christmas was so bored x( wish that Victor okie jiu got place to go count down liao.I today was so Happy that my Chirstmas wish really came true x) My wish was to hear xBiBix voices again.
Now my Life is so boring..........today Lazy to blog..................................................
Happy Merry Chirstmas And A Happy New Year To All My Belove Friends And Brothers!!!!
Hope That My Last Wish For Chirstmas Can Come True x.x
Saturday, December 19, 2009, 8:13 PM
Today was a damn boring day!!!
Today wake up around 2+,went to bath and change cloth.it was raining i brought a umbrella out,going to ah di house because Ah Ben and Hong at there and i am so Bored........We going downstair to eat and Ah Ben dare me to eat two Double cheese burger he treat,if nvr eat i must pay him money so i die die oso must eat.eat finish liao we went coffee shop to eat,eat finish liao my stomach the pain come liao so i say bye bye to them and rush home.Really cant eat beef sia everytime like this 1........
After that i reach home faster rush in toliet liao at custom cant wait liao,then Ah Ben call me and say he going to cut hair so i went to his house and meet him.After he finish cutting hair we went to mac and slack,Ah Ben went to meet girl..........
Was so Bored sitting down there nth to do,so we went to Blk 2023 the sintua over there.But oso so sian we sat there for awhile then go back mac again slack awhile later all jiu go home liao.
I miss u so badly,every minute and seconds my heart will keep thinking of u.Dun have u my life is really in a mess,i feel like i am just a wandering spirit dunno wad to do now.My everyday life now is getting darker and darker already not like last time so bright already,i feel so useless oso dunno wad am i doin and thinking.Hope that u still can be by my side and brighten up my everyday,I Miss You So Much.My Love for u has nvr change at all,although u treat me like this and sometime tell lies to me.Hope that when u come out u will be a change person,Not lieing anymore and be Truthful and Faithful.Hope U now inside doin Fine!!!!!
Friday, December 18, 2009, 8:04 PM
Love Sick!!!
Today i slept until afternoon wake up,went downstair to eat mu breakfast and lunch.I was damn no strength lo,after eating dunno where to go so went home.At home nothing to do so slp for the whole afternoon,wake up at evening but still sleepy dunno why.Went down to sintua my whole ppl feel like so restless dunno why maybe think her too much liao and miss her voice everything.
Although she got so many bf,my love for her has never ever faded its really very hard to forget a person who stay in ur heart so deeply.I hope that we can still be together,I am still waiting for u although u now got bf liao i will still secretly at ur back love u 1.....
Thursday, December 17, 2009, 10:41 AM
Miss You So Much!!!!
Sorry that yesterday too tired to blog liao,I yesterday happy for nth because i thought xBiBix chat with me in msn.But it was her sister,she told me that she inside keep crying and nvr eat now very skinny liao so kelian x(dun wish her to treat herself like this,i hear liao my heart get so worried and pain.Miss her so much x( hope she will be fine.i am still waiting for u very dearly......I now everyday really damn no mood dunno wad wrong with me liao,i cant be a good bf and a boring guy that why she leave me.I really hope that she can come back to me and i am changing liao,I am not the Old Edmund that i use to be liao.
Hai today wake up at around 6.45am faster go bath and change liao,because Ah Ben keep calling me faster late for work liao x(
Met him at 177 coffee shop i brought Bee hoon and just eat half way Ah Bao van come liao,then have to go back the shop ask the auntie help me to Da Pao!!! Ps sia......
Work until 5+ Ah Bao fetch us home,went home and change around 8 went down to Sintua to help.then slack for awhile jiu go home liao,now using computer to blog.
I Miss You So Much When Do i Have The Chance To Be In Your Heart Again.......
Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 5:32 AM
Today was Fucking Tiring day x(
I today cant wake up for work,Ah ben came up my house to wake me up.i jump up quickly change my cloths and rush down,lucky the van haven leave yet.Today Brought wrong cigg x(Work for the whole day was damn tiring,inside the lorry i slept like a pig like this.
Sorry that i today damn no mood and tired to blogg,will blogg tml or see when i free again.
Missing You So Much !!!!!
Monday, December 14, 2009, 2:01 AM
Class Outing To Sakura Buffet!!! V ^_^ V
Today i wake up at 8+ because i need go down to see dentist to check my decaying teeth Damn Shag!!!After that went home to bath and prepare to meet Banabus and Ming Hong at Batok Control Station.We went to Jurong east mrt station to meet ZZ and Other fellows,we waited for damn until Ming Hong at there KpKb.When they reach he keep saying them so late,lucky i was listening to my mp3 dun wan hear him talk Hahaha!!!
We took the train to Pasir ris,on the way there i was trying not to think about u but i failed i kept listening to my mp3 until fad up i off it....
We reach Pasir ris met Maya and frens at there,She said to walk there but the Kp kia Ming Hong said got shuttle bus.So we go wait for the shuttle bus,i took out my cigg to smoke cant tahan anymore.
Finally the bus come we all were so happy that we 1 group chiong to the bus door,Guess wad happen.The bus Uncle said wait for 1.45pm because it was his lunch time,we all half way sian then we walk to Downtown East.
Reach Sakura there,we first thing is went in go find the water dispenser and pour water to drink liao was damn thirsty lo....I took lots of food,But all eat abit here and there jiu dun wan eat liao.No mood to eat x(
My Stomach was so full that it get so bloated,sat there chit chat here and there.After that we all took photos outside the Sakura,my mood was damn low that day.we went to take bus at the opposite side of the bus stop,i did the stupidest thing that no one would believe.I stand on the Bus stop chair and jump,Guess wad happen!!! I knock my head on to the metal pole on the roof,damn stupid right Guo An saw that.I was damn Paiseh sia x.x
We went for a movie at Tiong Bahru Plaza,The movie we watch was Couple Retreat.The show is about married thing de la,dunno how to explain haha but quite interesting and funny oso.i really hope that she can be back to me like last time again Hai.........
After watching we went to take Mrt home,i went to Shelter to play basketball.Jio Ah Di to play oso x) play finish must send him back home in one piece or else the father will kill me xD
Walk to Mac to find Ah ben and fellow frens,at there tok cock sing song play mahjong until 12+.Reach home around 1 and went pong pong and now at here blogging haha.
Okie damn tired liao time to slp,just took my medicine and tml morning must wake up early for work..... BYE BYE........
Sunday, December 13, 2009, 4:30 PM
13 Forever Will Be In My Heart!!!
Today is our 2nd month if u nvr leave me,But i am still waiting for u to come back by my side as we use to be.I really love u until i got no words to say how much more then i can nvr love u,i wan to forget u but it really hard i tried not to think about u but really cant i am such a failure.
But i think u oso wont care about me liao la,u already got new bf liao.I just can at behind secretly love u now because i noe that i am a Lifeless,Boring,Dun like to talk Guy.
I really can change everything just for u,but i think its too late already because in ur heart now there even a single space for me already.
But i just will wait for u de,my feeling for u nvr change no matter how hard i try not to think about u i just cant stop thinking.i have put all my feeling in to u but i really just wan to noe wad are u thinking and feeling when those day we are together.
How i wish there is no Tomorrow and u will be back by my side,i will treat u even better then last time.
No Matter wad people say,I will still Always Love You!!!
And I hope that u go in liao come out will noe how to think and grow up liao.I will still be waiting for u,I dun care how u treat me but i just cant give up on u.My Life Without u really in a very very Big Mess,I really cant stop loving you.You pull me out of the darkness hole,You show me the brightness,You let me noe that love is so wonderful and beautiful.
I REALLY CANT BEAR TO LEAVE YOU!!!!
I MISSING YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!